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Foot Prints... With every step that I take towards my today, I push my yesterday a step behind. Sometimes I am careless about where I am keeping my foot and others I take each step with care leaving my footprints on the lane of time. Every now and then I stop, to look back and I see pair of different footprints beside mine. One pair disappears and other emerges making a beautiful pattern on the heart of mine. I look back sometime with the vision blurred with tears from the painful memories or often with a smile but I keep walking leaving my footprints on the lane of time.
Blabbering... I don't trust people blindly, I trust them intuitively. I know I have made mistakes in the past doing the same however the success rate has been high enough to keep me taking the same road over and over again. 
Where the day takes you!! As a child I have been afraid of winters for the chill they bring and as I grew up my belief got stronger as all the major events happened in my life in winters. Getting the first job, first crush, first heart break, first time moving out of town to live all by my own, first encounter with life and death. But now when I look back I find winters exciting as they bring a new challenge every time. This year again i have relocated, actually not just relocated it has brought a big change in my life as from past 6 years i have always worked in night shifts and now i am in a day job. however i wonder how do people manage to wake up early, travel 2 hours, reach office, work till late evening, take even longer time to reach back home... and still manage to socialize. i am finding it hard.. hope i can accomodate all my extra useless activities in all these worldly important chores.
Blabbering Today again I wish to die, My soul wants to be free and fly.. I pray not to be born again, To hurt and be hurt for the love sake. With all the choices you make Some are happy and the others cry, These choices, These cruel choices… I don’t want to lose again, I don’t even want to try. Today again I wish to die, My soul wants to be free and fly..
Sweet Chillies I sit by the window, Sipping my tea… Every day I dream of the day, When u were with me… I imagine having endless talks, When really we had so little to say… You hurt me so much, Still I expect you to kiss my pain away, Thoughts of you make me smile… Thinking of you I cry. These sweet chili like memories have kept me going so far, These sweet chili like memories will make me die…
Blabbering... On a rusty shelf… There lay some left over from the past Christmas: Some decorative lights… Dirty socks… and a dried wreath. I look deeper… Ponder some more in the closet of past… I think of Christmas, the shopping and the merry times… Then I think of you… I think of us… and that sudden death… There was a bell that you brought me… There it is in the corner … It doesn’t ring no more… A silent bell… It has lost its heart.
I call his name... ......, Peas is being torn, Please help... Please save...... I don't want to die again, I don't want to be born. Ah! Home Sweet home, I sigh! But where is he? What became of him?? Did he make it??? I can't stop wondering... I don't know why! The distance between life and death is just 2 steps deep, I need to die some more and you need to wake up from that sleep...
Lost in time... A little girl, Sitting on the rock… in a red frock… Did I notice her first or the color of her dress?? Did it even matter that her hair were all mess?? I looked at her face again, searching for a sign… Something was strange… What did I see?? I suddenly felt a rush in my heart… She had a face… Face of mine… I looked around to gather my surroundings… Where was I and looking at who?? I was looking at nothingness… I was lost in time. When I speak I feel I am bluffing, I don't trust my words no more, Each sound that I make adds to the list of lies… My throat feels soar. There is a jolly joker on the stage… He is laughing… I wonder why… I can still see the un-slept nights in his eyes… The wetness on his pillow would tell u that he cried… Nonetheless he is laughing… I wonder why…
. I look in the mirror and a stranger shouts back "such waste of life."
Fatal Attraction My loving prey I am a parasite; I have been living on your blood for too long. Before you could ever realize I have sucked the life out of you and now it's time to move on. But as a good (uninvited) guest that I was I thought of letting you know that you were the best prey I have ever had. I will miss you till you get the strength and life enough to attract me again.
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